Patrick Rathsack # T 45624
Mule Creek State Prison
PO Box 409060
C11-105 Up
Ione, CA 95640

                               Unrestrained

Smaller is the world in which I reside,
   Fences surround my body on each side.
This place is made to punish and restrain.

With guards all around to keep me inside,
   My spirit also they try to restrain.
Dark is the cell in which I must reside.

Speaking the Gospel no one can restrain
   Though darkness attacks from every side.
Even here to body of Christ does reside.

When I came to reside here how was I to know
   That inside these walls my faith would grow.
At each side walk my brothers in Christ
   As we learn to live the abundant life.

                 By: Patrick Rathsack

                               An Overview of My Life

     I was adopted at the age of 5 and lived with that family for 8 years.  They never accepted me and treated me harshly, so I left.  When I ran away it shocked a lot of adults.  I had been known as a good kid who sang in choirs and was active in both church and the community.  I was hardworking and respectful.

     As a runaway I traveled all over the country and learned to take care of myself in many situations.  At 17 I tried to settle down, but did not fit in anywhere I lived.  I got sober when I turned 19.  I remained a member of the programs of A. A. and N.A. for 11 years.  During that time I encountered many challenges.  One of them was dealing with a mental illness.  Eventually I quit the programs and drank again. 

     On Christmas Eve 1998 I received Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior and began to learn to love, serve and obey Him. 

     In 2000 I was charged with crimes I did not commit.  Most of the charges were dropped, however I had to fight the remaining ones in court.  I was convicted of 2 felonies and was sentenced to 25 years to Life in prison.  This sentence does not mean my life is over.  I enjoy many blessings.  I have hardships and challenges, but living through them strengthens my soul.  I am active in the body of Christ, in school and in my environment. 

     Here are a few more facts about me.  I am 43, White, not married, without children or family ties, 5'8" tall, 145 pounds, brown hair and eyes.  I have studied music and Martial Arts and have some college experience.  I have been an employment counselor and worked in public relations.  I have done menial jobs including working as a day laborer.  I have started several small businesses.  At times I have been homeless.  I do not have the space to make this description complete, but I hope it is enough to convince you to write.  I love to write and receive mail.  I look forward to hearing from you.

                        Patrick