"Only So Many Times"  

  Music by: Christo Balistrieri-Warren

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Christo Balistieri-Warren # 370326
Waupun Correctional Institution
PO box 351
Waupun, WI 5396
 
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Chorus
There's only so many times that I can choke again
There's only so many times the I'll go broke again
There's only so many times, there's only so many times
There's only so many times that I'll get hurt again
There's only so many times my heart will yearn again
There's only so many times, there's only so many times...


Verse 1

There's only so many times that I'll wake up and hear the walls talk
Have tension built up on the inside, everyday feeling so lost
But this is something that can't be bought, life has no cost
Yet maybe one day we can be taught to regain our loss
There's only so many times stare out a window with bars
Wishing and reminiscing that I could reach for the stars
With two silver bracelets on still can't get too far
Cuz the chains bound my feet and I'm surrounded by walls
There's only so many times that tears will stream from my eyes
Hearing the same things over and over, but the words are just lies
No more letter writings on lines, the first two years were just fine
Then I figured out your thoughts, out of sight out of mind
There's only so many times I'll have to worry what's next
Where I'm going what I'm doing where I'll rest my head
So I pray to the heavens God please hear the prayers that I send
There's only so many times before this misery ends...

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Verse 2

There's only so many times I can't call cuz a block on the phone
Soon enough it won't be collect, call straight through on my own
Still I ain't callin except you names and maybe even more
So stop callin and sweatin me, I don't know you no more
There's only so many times I'll see ya come and let you go
Have to say goodbye regain focus as you go through the doors
And we go our opposite ways deep down I'm feeling so torn
Embarrassment strip me naked, toss my clothes to the floor
There's only so many times C.O.'s can tell me to wait
as if all the faking and hatred ain't enough food for my plate
all the weight on my shoulders, all the pain that I've faced
Will be all gone before too long, almost over this bitter taste
There's only so many I'll hear the constant keys jingle
and the laughter of the jokers, cries of deprived people
Failure of protection and claim we're all treated equal
there's only so many times I'll have to live with this evil...

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Verse 3
There's only so many times my pockets will leak deep
Won't be around snakes, finally close both eye's when I sleep
No more sharing showers borrow clothes or the shoes on ya feet
Always tomorrow one day closer no more sorrowed defeat.
There's only so many times my Mom's will have to wait on another
Cuz as soon as I get it you got my word that' it's over
Ain't no more bustin your hump for two dollars an hour
Just to get talked to rudely by customers at the counter
There's only so many times before my music is heard
And I get the chance to fly away up in the clouds like a bird
Sick of being this serpent, belly crawlin through the turf
Mix of time ran concurrent, no more for me I'll leave this earth
There's only so many times before my dreams can come true
And I can firmly push the weight and stand up on both two
Never have to worry about stumbling, maybe some have a clue
There's only so many times before I have my chance to make it through





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Music by Chris Warren ..." Only So Many Times" 12-27-10

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